I have been looking for you,
I have looked into the bucket of water,
Stared, for hours.
For you, yes, for you.
I have looked at the rising sun taking over,
And setting sun gazillion times.
Where are you? I-
I honestly believed I had you,
most of you, some of you,
a fraction of you?
But I had you, and I was there,
In the moment, with you and me,
We had it together, or so I thought,
Where’d you go?
Am I supposed to search for you or
you are coming back?
Remember I tried, efforts count.
Efforts is all that counts.
My sanity.
